Why I stopped this post

On 11/22/14 my psych doc said that I was allowing the court to control me by doing this so I stopped this.

11 21 14 pm

Today I met with Marilyn Earle and she told me that I was being responsible for my moods by not taking the Wellbutrin on days that I already felt good/happy.  There was no need to heighten it any more and risk going into mania.  Of course today I did not take the am dose of wellbutrin.

11 20 14 pm

After being awake for 2 days due to the anxiety of court I finally got some good sleep last night.  I did not take the Wellbutrin today because I felt in a good mood after much needed sleep.  Today has gone well.  Finally relaxed and let the anxiety go.  I went to the farmers market and walked around.

11/19/14 PM

I did not take the wellbutrin this morning as I did not sleep any last night due to stress and anxiety of going to court today for trespassing on my own property.  I tried to sleep on the ride up and could not and I think I slept 1 hour coming back.  Not a good day in court.  When I got home I slept for about 2 hours and I was sweating like I had a cold that I had to sweat out.  I feel better now and have lower anxiety but still worried about upcoming court dates.

11/18/14 AM & PM

Here is the AM dose of wellbutrin

 

 

Here are the PM doses

 

 

11 17 14 pm

11 16 14pm